Did you ever get tired of...yourself?
Like, you get into this mood where you just want to change everything about yourself, because you feel like you've been the same and looked the same and done the same, for ever 'n' ever?
I'm in that kind of mood!
I'm not going to run out and buy a cherry-red Corv.ette or run off with the pool boy, or anything like that (because subconsciosly I must think that's what people do during a mid-life crisis) (and we don't have a pool, so there is no 'pool boy').
But I'm in this mood where I'd love to pitch my entire "wardrobe" and buy all new clothes, and get a funky haircut and then have it colored something completely different, and go back to school for a degree in something completely different than anything I've ever thought of. Doesn't that all sound exciting?
But, I probably won't do any of those things - because I don't have the money for all new clothes, and the pragmatist in me doesn't want to change my hair (because I might really hate it), and I still have a big chunk of school loans to pay off so I don't really want to spend more money on my own education at the moment.
Maybe I'll just get my ears pierced and paint my nails black and get a small tattoo, or scrape the ugly wallpaper off the dining room walls and paint them to surprise my husband.